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camden's playlist is constantly being updated with songs that remind me of him, me and him, or our relationship together! :-}
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CURRENT SONG AMOUNT: 66 songs!
OKAY SO MY ORIGINAL PLAN was to list all the songs on the playlist here but carrd gave me a limit to how many text boxes i can use and if i put all the songs on the playlist here it will crucify me. so i gave a link to it instead; please listen :-D!!!
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sup camden. this is the 3rd and hopefully final draft of my lovemail for you. i literally have written so much about you that its becoming tiring bro. but liek... i love you so much, yknow? so im willing to write 10,000 essays on that to let you know that. with that being said ... lets get into it !!!
camden! camden alexander! camden alexander majors! to start this off, im going to tell you that i love your name. i know you didnt choose it, but i love it! your first and middle name sound perfect together, they like... roll off my tongue in such a pleasant manner. and your first name is original! i know i made fun of it at first, but i really do love it. its unique! ive never heard it before! i love it!!!
i love your face! like... youre SO pretty! this paragraph is probably going to be pretty long because i am 100% infatuated with your looks. your face is so nice to look at! i want to hold it in my hands and press kisses to your nose and your forehead and your cheeks and your LIPS! literally every single fucking time i see you (on call, on snapchat, through text, in person, etc) my jaw drops, because you are just that attractive. and your eyes! they remind me of the sea, or storms at the end of the day, which is so very unoriginal but its true! your eyes are gorgeous. and your HAIR what the FUCK! ive already told you that i would not have hit you up if you had short hair which i am still 100% sure i wouldnt because your hair is what made me fall in love at first sight with you lmao. your looks are nice and i <3 dem...! i want to cuddle with you and run my hands through your hair and kiss you All Over your dumb cute face! your face is very kissable!!! one day i can and Will kiss it!!!! im so excited for when i can do that !!!! im getting emotional!!! moving on!!
your personality! GÜD!! i love your humor! you never fail to make me laugh. when you DONT make me laugh its because i dont understand your joke (aka its probably about the office) and you have to explain it to me because im stupid. anyway youre really sweet <3 when you call me baby i cry ;w; and ANGEL even though you havent done it in a while i still melt when you call me angel! youre really good at calming me down, too? its like your presence... just... makes me calmer for some reason?? youre so down to earth and you make me realize that im panicking about stupid shit! and you remind me you love me a lot, without constantly saying a simple 'i love you' like i do lmao. you make me so happy >:3c GAWSH billy ray cyrus voice what to heck!
also! youre like the first boy ive ever had such intense feelings for who hasnt made me hate my body! youre aware i hate how i look, and you make me hate myself less! my body is horrible and i feel fat all the time (though thats not a bad thing, i just hate myself lol). but with you, sir camsalot, i dont feel forced to change. every other boy ive dated has told me to gain or lose weight (either directly or indirectly) but with you i somehow just… feel more comfortable? with myself??? idk how to explain it lmao. you make me feel loved, i guess!! you havent even mentioned my weight Once throughout our entire relationship but i feel like you dont care about it either way so like. whatever. im glad i got lucky enough to meet a guy like you <3!!
id like to do physical stuff with you, too! i mean, not particularly sexually. I MEAN i want to do sexual stuff with you too its just my Schupid Trauma that gets in the way most of the time lmao. but anyway i want to go on like... dates! with you! i want to go out to eat or to a concert (i WILL bring you to a concert you CANNOT stop me sir it is FATE!) or just... stay inside and watch a movie and cuddle or somethin i dont knoooow. i want to hold your hand and let you press kisses to the top of my head and look at you from across a table in a stupid cafe or diner or whatever i just! want to go on dates! with YOU! i cant wait to love you with actions, not just words! i cant wait to listen to music with you and watch your favorite shows with you and snuggle with you and fall asleep in your arms and :-( be in your presence!!! be with you! spend time with you physically!! one day i will!!!!
camden, you told me on call to give you my scrunchie if we go to camp the same week—i will. ill give you all my scrunchies. id give you my heart, but you already have that. but anyway, you already know i’m going to douse my fuckin scrunchie in my perfume and hand it to you with a lil heartfelt note (partly to make fun of you in front of your friends, partly because im in love with you!). youve told me you loved me like a BILLION times now and every single time you say it i want to scream because... i love you too! i know you know that, thats like the point of this whole message / essay / book-type thing, but. i really could scream it from the rooftops. youre perfect, camden alexander!!!! i love that! i love YOU! GOD !!!! <3 <3 <3 !!!!!
you told me on our first call—when i confessed my feelings—that you felt the same and that you hadnt felt this strong about someone in quite a while (‘a hot minute’ was your choice of words). and i just wanted to let you know that i havent either. you make me unbelievably happy and giggly and bubbly. you make me believe that maybe there is good in the world. that maybe i deserve happiness too, if god sent you my way. i love that about you: your positivity and how easily it spreads. i love you so much.
youre lovely, camden alexander majors. never forget that, and please, for the love of god, never stop being you.
<3 <3 your bitch
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(sorry if there are repeats, i'm stupid :,-})
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camden! camden alexander! camden alexander majors! i love you!
to start this off, i love your name! camden alexander is such a nice sounding name, it goes very well together. i know you didnt choose it but i still love it about you; your name is unique (ive never heard of the name camden before!), just like you! youre so unique, camden alexander, and i love that about you.
i love your face — this one is probably going to be long because i am absolutely infatuated with your looks! you look amazing all the time. literally every single fucking time i see you (on call, on snapchat, through text, in person, etc) my jaw drops, because you are just that attractive. your eyes are so very pretty (i know you hate that adjective but i dont know another word similar to that that can get my point across ;w;). they remind me of the sea, or storms at the end of the day, which is so very unoriginal but its true! your eyes are gorgeous. your nose is adorable! i love it. i wanna press a kiss to the tip of it (really lightly!! just enough to make you laugh and push me away). i love your messy hair! i want to run my hands through it and play with it. i want to cuddle you and kiss the top of your head and your neck and your forehead and your cheeks and your nose and Especially Your Lips. not to be weird but you just have a very kissable face :,-). i hope you know that one day i can and Will kiss it. youre so very attractive, camden alexander. youre so photogenic, too! every picture i take of you makes me want to smooch you more. i just wanna hug you and cuddle you and!!! AAAAAAAAGH im emotional. moving on!
your personality is to die for—youre funny and sweet and loving. those are generic words but im a generic gal, what can i say :,-). but you really are funny, your jokes make me laugh 9.9 times out of 10 and when they dont make me laugh its because im stupid and you have to explain them to me (the office jokes specifically). and you really are sweet, every time you say you love me my heart swells and makes me want to give you a big Phat Smeuch on the forehead and scream from the rooftops that i! love! camden! majors! and you really are loving, youre constantly reassuring me that youre here for me and that you love me (without constantly repeating ‘i love you!’ like i do lol).
youre like the first boy ive ever had such intense feelings for who hasnt made me hate my body. i know this is weird and we haven’t really gotten to the ‘me revealing my hatred for my looks and body’ part of our relationship seriously yet but if you didnt know, i hate how i look! my body is horrible and i feel fat all the time (though thats not a bad thing, i just hate myself lol). but with you, sir camsalot, i dont feel forced to change. every other boy ive dated has told me to gain or lose weight (either directly or indirectly) but with you i somehow just… feel more comfortable? with myself? i dont know how to explain it. you make me feel loved. you havent even mentioned my weight throughout our entire relationship but i feel like you dont care about it either way so like. whatever. im glad i got lucky enough to meet a guy like you.
i'd like to do physical things with you. BUT LIKE NOT SEXUALLY i mean unless you wanted to--JK WE WONT GET INTO THAT RN. but like, i do want to go on dates and stuff with you! i want to hold your hand when we're out and pepper kisses on your cheeks while we're watching a movie on the couch and have you put your hand around my waist in public and have you lean down and press a kiss to the top of my head and. i just... want your physical affection. i want to cuddle and i want to kiss and i just. i love you! i love that you love me! i love US! we're a power couple thats not dating yet. but omgggg once we do date? LITERALLY EVERYONE WILL BE INFERIOR i can't wait to be in your presence irl! i cant wait to love you with actions and not just words! i can't wait to listen to music and watch your favorite shows and just spend time with you. i want to fall asleep in your arms and THIS IS GETTING LENGTHY SO I'LL CUT THIS PARAGRAPH OFF but i love you camden alexander!!!!!!!!! i cant wait to meet you irl. okay next!
camden, you told me on call to give you my scrunchie if we go to camp the same week—i will. ill give you all my scrunchies. id give you my heart, but you already have that. however, you already know i’m going to douse my fuckin scrunchie in my perfume and hand it to you with a lil heartfelt note (partly to make fun of you in front of your friends, partly because im in love with you!). youve told me you loved me on call like? 3 times now? and every time you do i want to scream because... i love you too! i know you know that, thats like the point of this whole message / essay / book-type thing, but. i really could scream it from the rooftops. youre perfect, camden alexander!!!! i love that! i love YOU!
you told me on our first call—when i confessed my feelings—that you felt the same and that you hadnt felt this strong about someone in quite a while (‘a hot minute’ was your choice of words). and i just wanted to let you know that me neither. you make me unbelievably happy and giggly and bubbly. you make me believe that maybe there is good in the world. that maybe i deserve happiness too, if god sent you my way. i love that about you: your positivity and how easily it spreads. i love you so much.
youre lovely, camden alexander majors. never forget that, and please, for the love of god, never stop being you.